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Tifa's gone home. Sorry to her friends here.

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[A muffled attempt to start a sentence, and then he just forgets it and there's a dull sound as he switches to Private instead.]

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Can't even give us a minute to say goodbye, can you.

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But you come back, don't you? And you were honest about your relationship not going any further with her. Didn't she still want to be your friend after all that?

I didn't remember Luceti when I was back home, Zack. And neither did she. [Slide. Slide. Slide.]

Then we'll figure out a way to keep our memories of this place when we go back. Just one more thing we'll have to do before we leave. There has to be some way to bring the memories back.

["We could all go take a dip in the Lifestream." Cloud snags the bottle and starts up a new mix. Mostly to avoid looking at him.] If you were in my position, who would you chose?

That's not a fair question. [Zack shakes his head, propping his chin up with his hand.] I never had any childhood crushes, no friends I grew up with and cared about the way you and Tifa did. She stuck with you the way I did after Nibelheim, so I can sort of understand her side of it, but... everybody's different. And I'd be biased, anyway. [He lifts a brow, shooting Cloud a quizzical look.] What would my answer do for you, Spike?

It'd make me feel better. [Vodka, juice, syrup. Shake.]

You already know my answer, then. I told you before.

Pretend I forgot.

[Oh, Cloud.] You can't fake it- it's not fair to either of you if you try. You should be with whoever you love.

[He pauses, not really wanting to say it, but... it's the truth, so.] And if you don't know for sure what you want, or who you love, then you shouldn't be with anyone until you know.

[A long, very long pause and then Cloud asks again in a whisper.] ...what if I ended up picking her...?

[A pause. And Zack looks away, shifting his position to lean against the counter again.] ...Then we'd be friends, like we are now. And I'd deal with it, as long as you're happy.

[Cloud finally pours the drink and...slides it over in front of Zack instead.]

[Zack glances over, noticing it, and wordlessly drains it. This is heavy stuff, but he's grateful he's able to keep a clear head for it.]

[Cloud reached over and ruffled Zack's hair again. Just...because.]

[And just like that, Zack's smiling again, as if nothing's wrong at all.] You're stuck with me no matter what- isn't it awesome?

[Cloud pauses at that, hand faltering, then gives Zack a look and lightly smacks his cheek -enough to make a sound, not hard enough to hurt even someone who isn't a SOLDIER- before moving away to make himself a drink.]

...Hey. What was that for?

Because. [Cloud doesn't bother with the list, going with just some rum and cream mix and hopping up onto the counter to sit, sipping it.]

Brat. [And he really is. But whatever- Zack shrugs it off and mixes another drink for himself, relaxing a little.] Soooo annoying.

Takes one to know one. [The banter makes him feel a little better and he hides his smile with his glass.]

[Zack grins and leans in, watching his lips behind the glass.] You're calling me annoying? Haven't been watching yourself lately, have you? Mister Drama Queen himself!

You pointing out my drama makes you not only a brat, it makes you an instigator. [Cloud's voice is quiet, but he's still smiling and still trying to hide it.]

[Zack reaches up and pushes the cup away from Cloud's mouth, pointing in that same playfully accusing way he'd done during the Modeoheim mission.] Ha, see? You're just making fun of me! You don't believe it at all because you know I'm right!

[Cloud playfully shoves Zack back and finishes his drink, taking the time spent draining the glass to regain his straight face and composure.] I can make fun of you and be honest at the same time.

But you're a terrible liar. I know exactly what you mean when you say stuff like that. [Smiiiirky smirk.] You really mean that I'm amazing and awesome and cool and you love how right I am.

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