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We have a slight problem.

Any further plans of taking out Jenova need to be kept from myself, Sephiroth, Angeal, my boys, Ichigo and possibly Yuffie.

Speaking of- Yuffie, have you been hearing anything strange?

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Why not? We can still contact each other through the journals. There's lots of other people in the apartment buildings. The only person who would even think of coming after me is Genesis, and I've already kicked his ass once.

Gen-

[No. No sidetracks.] Because. Because I...I don't want you to leave.

[Oi, Cloud. You're making this overly difficult.]

Well, which would you rather not have? Peace of mind that I'm in the next room over or awkward breathy makeouts three times a day?

...I can't have both? [...wait.]

Should we just fuck and get it over with? [...WAIT.]

No. We're not that pathetic. Besides, I'm straight and you don't like me and everyone will know and give us looks.

[Well, that's a relief.] Right. Sorry.

Don't worry. I thought about it too.

...Why do I feel like we've talked about this before?

We probably have.

I don't remember, though... weird.

Anyway. What do you wanna do?

You stay.

......

[LAUGH]

You're hopeless.

I'm not hopeless. You're just not leaving me again is...

[...blink. That was strange. Why did he say it like that?]

[....Ouch. Right, right. Back then...]

I didn't want to leave you.

[Zack, don't look like that. It hurts.] ...forget it. I don't remember anyhow.

[That one kind of hurts, too, but he's not about to say so. He doesn't really want Cloud to have that memory anyway.]

Sorry.

[Cloud purses his lips before reaching over and tugging Zack into a hug. He's really hating this sad!Zack business.]

[Zack doesn't resist, arms lifting to hold him back, though not romantically this time. He sort of wishes he could forget a lot of the things Cloud had.]

[Well, at least this experiment would let Cloud do this sort of thing without feeling so awkward. That was good at least. He dragged a hand through Zack's hair and rubbed his back.]

Sorry. Maybe someday...I'll be able to do it. And I'll just start to remember on my own.

[Mumbling now.]

I don't want you to remember, Spike. I just want to forget.

[Cloud continues to comb his fingers through Zack's hair...and then-]

...maybe you can.

[Wait, what? What was Cloud-

...oh. Oh. That thing he had done to seal up his memories...]

Cloud... no. I don't want anyone screwing around with my memories.

But if it hurts you...you said you wanted to forget.

That doesn't mean I'd let someone else make me forget. I need to hold on to my memories, Cloud, whether I want them or not.

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