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[Cloud's outside, doing what he does best. Brooding.

He'll be out and around town after brooding in the hammock in front of House 50 for a while. Stop at your own risk.]

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I-I'm not egotistical!

[wingenvy]

Yeah, you are. You've never done this before but you think you're 'all that', so you get pushy until it's time to move forward, and then you back off because you're not ready.

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[Silent.

Well. Somebody's got his number.]

[wingenvy]

[Ayup.] Sorry, Spike. It's not a bad thing - kinda part of who you are - but you're not fooling anyone.

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[Cloud shifts awkwardly. He's not quite sure what to say in response to that.]

[wingenvy]

... [Sigh. Zack grabs him and tugs Cloud's head against his chest.] You need to relax. This isn't a test.

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[Cloud actually rolls off of Zack and lays beside him instead. This...actually makes him feel a lot more relaxed, and he sighs.] I just...

I don't wanna screw this up. I- [He flushes. Ffff this is so hard to TALK about.] Well, I figured my first time would be with a girl...who would be about as experienced as I am. So...I mean, I never really thought it'd be you. [That's about as close to "I'm vaguely intimidated" as he's going to get.]

[wingenvy]

[That makes things easier, actually, so Zack turns a bit on his side to face him more easily.]

So now that it is me, you're scared of... what, disappointing me?

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[F-fffff.] ...well it would kind of suck if- ...I mean, the guy doing the...work...um... [No, that's not right. Let's try this again.

...C'mon Cloud, you're both adults. You can talk about this kind of thing, even if it sounds corny or dumb or whatever.] I...I just...I want this to be good for you too. ...y'know.

[wingenvy]

[Hair ruffle.] If I didn't think you could do this, Spike, I wouldn't let you.

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[Cloud rolls onto his side to face Zack, still feeling kind of awkward, but lifts a hand and just kind of...rubs Zack's stomach. Maybe if he touches him more, he'll get more used to it.]

...um...is there...something specific I should do? Like... [God this is really embarrassing.] ...y'know. Stuff you like?

[wingenvy]

[Zack closes his eyes briefly, smiling a little at the touch. Cloud's slowly getting more comfortable with it. They can manage this.] Well... you were doing pretty good work with my neck, earlier. Oh, and here- [He catches Cloud's hand at his stomach, right at the very base of it.] It's sensitive.

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[Cloud pauses, then hesitantly drags blunt nails across Zack's skin there, craning up to kiss at his neck again. Like that?]

[wingenvy]

A-ahh- [Yeah, just like that.]

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[Huh.

That...that worked out pretty well. Shit, he should've gotten tips earlier, what the heck.

...what about if he scoots down and kind of...scrapes his teeth against that spot on Zack's stomach instead? Better or worse?]

[wingenvy]

[DEFINITELY BETTER.]

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[Fff well, Cloud feels a little empowered now. So he's just gonna keep working at it down there, with the whole lips, tongue and teeth ensemble, gripping Zack's hips. This is weird as hell, getting intimate with another guy -Zack- but kind of...

Not kind of.

Definitely all right.]

[wingenvy]

[Breathing increases, heartbeat intensifies, noise level rising. That's good, Cloud, and Zack wants to make sure he knows. One of his hands wanders to the blond's hair, stroking through it. And you thought you'd do it wrong, fff.]

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[After a minute Cloud lifts his head, giving Zack's skin one last lingering lick.]

So, like that, you mean.

[wingenvy]

[Grin. Breathe, Zack, breathe.

...Okay yeah it's been a while.]

Yeah. Just like that.

See, he just needs a little praise. Like a dog.

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[Now Cloud's feeling downright peppy. He did that! He winded Zack Fair. He can totally do this, no problem, hell yes! And they're both gonna get laid, and possibly do it more and more in the future. Fuck yes, this isn't bad, or a mistake. This is GREAT!]

Okay, where else?

Does that mean he's a pedo, sexxing up a puppy.

[wingenvy]

[He makes it sound like it's such a huge deal. Silly Cloud. Silly perverted Cloud, evidently. Not that Zack feels much differently.]

Shouldn't I be asking you that? Y'know, so I can do it too?

NO. It doesn't. B|

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No, this is more fun.

Uh-huh. :|

[wingenvy]

...That's not fair.

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Them's the breaks.

C'mon, where else?