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Add a man named Genesis to the list of "people not to include in any Jenova smackdown plans," everyone.

[Locked to members of AVALANCHE + Zack//88% Unhackable]

...I think we should leave Jenova be for now.

[/Locked]

Cid, did you find Venus Gospel? Also, Meryl: I don't know if you saw, but a woman named Cissnei was talking about setting up a firing range, too. You two should talk. ...you too, Yoko. I'm available for help if you need it.

Kadaj

Raine...I'm he'll be ...thanks for the herbs.

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Date: 2009-02-25 10:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com
Hi Stella. [Cloud follows her inside, ducking his head. They probably go through the pleasantries, sit here, would like anything to drink, no thank you. Discussion time.

...Cloud rubs his face.]
Stella this experiment was probably the worst one ever. Or close.

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Date: 2009-02-25 10:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] goldenfirefly.livejournal.com
[With Sophie sitting in her lap and chewing on the ends of her long hair, Stella listens, although she'd like to have a cup of tea. Oh well.] What happened?

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Date: 2009-02-25 10:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com
[He'll make it up to you; he just wants this off his chest before he loses his nerve.]

...I don't know how to say this without it sounding awkward. You know who I- [Fell for? No, that's girly.] You know who I was affected with for the experiment, right?

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Date: 2009-02-25 10:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] goldenfirefly.livejournal.com
I have a good idea. [Which means yes.]

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Date: 2009-02-25 10:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com
I'm not in love with him or anything like that. [Cloud starts to scuff his boot against the floor before he stops himself.] I like girls. And he's Zack.

I think it's just...I miss the feeling itself, I guess. And it's not like I can't deal with that or something, but...every time I look at him or hear him talk I remember what it was and I get lonely again. [Oh God he sounds so pathetic somebody shoot him. And he's flushing because boys don't talk about love and GD it. And he's not gay! And he doesn't love Zack, but that's what it sounds like he's saying and slkfdjslfj.] I dunno. It's making things really uncomfortable. And that's exactly what we both wanted to avoid.

...I'm not making any sense, am I.

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Date: 2009-02-25 11:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] goldenfirefly.livejournal.com
No, I understand completely. While the situation leading up to it is different, I've felt that same way. You were loved, even if it was due to an experiment, even if it was Zack. Being loved... it's a nice feeling. One that will be missed if you're apart from it.

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Date: 2009-02-25 11:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com
I can deal with that, though...it's the fact that it was Zack that I'm having trouble with. If I'm going to get all wistful and mopey and uncomfortable every time we talk, it's... [Cloud trails off into a mumble, scuffing a hand through his hair.]

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Date: 2009-02-26 03:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] goldenfirefly.livejournal.com
[She nods slowly, taking in this information.] Hm... So, you're feeling uncomfortable because of this. [She raises an eyebrow.] You're not at all nervous with Tifa, yet you two were engaged. Do you ever feel wistful and uncomfortable around her?

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Date: 2009-02-26 04:09 am (UTC)

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Date: 2009-02-26 04:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com



[...uhhhhhh...]

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Date: 2009-02-26 04:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] goldenfirefly.livejournal.com
And what do you think that means?

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Date: 2009-02-26 04:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com
...that I'm being stupid?

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Date: 2009-02-26 04:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] goldenfirefly.livejournal.com
You could call it that, I suppose.

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Date: 2009-02-26 04:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com
...right. I see what you're getting at.

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Date: 2009-02-26 04:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] goldenfirefly.livejournal.com
[She has to laugh softly at that. And ow, Sophie's pulling at her hair. Let's give her fingers to gum on instead.]

The experiment is over, Cloud. I don't blame you for feeling that way, especially since I'm unsure just how far you and Zack went. But it is over.

[Action]

Date: 2009-02-26 04:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com
W-we didn't do anything! [Just made out and got really intense and there was a little chest-kissing but otherwise NADA.]

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Date: 2009-02-26 04:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com
I just don't like the insinuation. Nothing happened.

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Date: 2009-02-26 04:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] goldenfirefly.livejournal.com
Alright, alright. But it's enough to make you uncomfortable in the aftermath, yes?

[Action]

Date: 2009-02-26 04:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com
Well...yeah. I mean, he's a guy. And Zack.

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Date: 2009-02-26 05:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] goldenfirefly.livejournal.com
Still, it was the fault of the experiment, which is over now. It may take a little while to get over, yes, but I'm sure you'll overcome those feelings.

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Date: 2009-02-26 05:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com
...you're right. I'm just being stupid. [Cloud sighs; all that anxiety for nothing. Like he really needed to give himself more problems right now, too.] Stella, thanks.

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Date: 2009-02-26 06:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] goldenfirefly.livejournal.com
I hope I've helped you a little. [She leans in to place her hand on Cloud's shoulder, mindful of Sophie in her lap.] Just give yourself time.

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