[Voice]

Jan. 8th, 2010 03:47 pm
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...who all was in Sigmund's group?


[Locked to Denzel//70% Unhackable]

Do me a favor Denzel, no midnight snowmen for a while, all right?


[Locked to Tifa, Vincent and Cid//75% Unhackable]

Have either of you found any materia in the shops at all?
From: [identity profile] gardenerofgaia.livejournal.com
Let's see. You could ask about coming to visit. Act like we're neighbors, we are! We're not moving across the continent. You're talking like we might not talk ever again.

[Mini-rant done; she takes a breath.] ...did Zack say something to you?
Edited Date: 2010-01-11 12:01 am (UTC)

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Date: 2010-01-11 01:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gardenerofgaia.livejournal.com
That's really all it is. I thought this would make things easier for everyone.

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Date: 2010-01-11 02:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gardenerofgaia.livejournal.com
...What would you do if it was more than that?

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Date: 2010-01-11 03:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com
...depends on what that "more" is.

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Date: 2010-01-11 04:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gardenerofgaia.livejournal.com
What do you think it is? I just want an answer.

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Date: 2010-01-12 05:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com
I don't know what you expect me to say. I don't know what you're thinking, after all.

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Date: 2010-01-12 06:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gardenerofgaia.livejournal.com
[There's a moment where she puffs out her cheeks, but then she looks away and slowly lets out her breath.]

I guess "what if" questions aren't fair anyway. I was thinking...sometimes I don't know what you're thinking, either. It didn't take any time after Denzel came back--one day? Two? And when I think of "the time we have" I think "the time we have together", not..."the time we have that's convenient", so I...I think maybe we're both thinking two different things, and...[It trails off into a few indistinct mumbles when she turns away for the moment.]

...You don't have to answer that question. It wouldn't happen, anyway. I like pestering you too much to stop altogether.

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Date: 2010-01-12 06:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com
Aerith, I-...

[There's a long pause before Cloud begins again, tentatively.]


...what...what should I put first? It's easier to choose between a memory and a family, but...but it's not...that simple now. How do I decide? What should I do?

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Date: 2010-01-12 08:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gardenerofgaia.livejournal.com
A memory? [It takes her two or three seconds to have an idea what he means--something that must have come up after her death.] ...I think it depends what you're afraid Denzel would be hurt by. And that's probably not something we should talk about this way. [She turns to send him a small smile over her shoulder through the journal window.]

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Date: 2010-01-12 08:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com
...probably not.

[This isn't the goddess Aerith. This is the girl. Over the shoulder whispers isn't going to cut it.] Where are you?

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Date: 2010-01-13 02:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gardenerofgaia.livejournal.com
I'm in my room, just...getting ready. [So it's mildly chaotic and a little depressing what with being half-packed, but hey. Privacy. Better than the journals, since the last time she tried keeping something private on there she freaked out Zack. :|b]

[Action]

Date: 2010-01-13 04:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gardenerofgaia.livejournal.com
[And since Aerith was expecting him, it doesn't take long for her to open the door. There are a few boxes around on the floor, but she's pushed them away from the door at least.]

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Date: 2010-01-13 04:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com
[Cloud slips inside and quietly closes the door behind himself. ...of course, now that he's here he's got no idea how to start the conversation.] Hey.

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Date: 2010-01-13 07:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gardenerofgaia.livejournal.com
[She doesn't really know how to start this conversation either, but she wouldn't expect him to. She puts a hand on his arm and--assuming he lets her--ushers him further into the room, because them being overheard would be bad.]

So...which part of this are you worried about? I mean...I know, to Denzel I'm "Miss Aerith", and the whole thing isn't the most n--common. [There is hand-fiddling at this point because eloquence, why does she not have it.] We can keep things quiet--not secret, I mean--but...take it slowly.

...And this is mostly about Denzel? Not so much about Tifa? [Cloud had already said that to her, but she's a bit uncertain on this.]

[Action]

Date: 2010-01-13 07:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com
It's...about them both. [Cloud had told Zack about Tifa's reaction the first time he told her, but hadn't told Aerith. He didn't want to damage the friendship the two had -have- and he has a feeling that if he tells her, Aerith might start feeling awkward around Tifa.

If she didn't already.]


But...yeah, mostly about Denzel. This...isn't... [How can he say it without it sounding insulting? He doesn't think he can.] ...people don't accept this. It's... [Wrong.] -Denzel wouldn't understand. And I don't want to force him to. He's had enough hardship in his life without me adding to it.
Edited Date: 2010-01-13 07:34 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2010-01-13 08:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gardenerofgaia.livejournal.com
[There would be tons and tons more awkwardness. Luckily Aerith tends to barrel through awkward and Cloud hasn't come up as a subject...too much. ...But that would probably make it much more awkward.]

Is the hardship understanding that his father loves two different people, or other people talking to him about it? If it's about what other people say, it's none of their business and they don't need to know. [She hardly went out announcing her heritage, she can keep things quiet.]

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Date: 2010-01-17 01:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com
[It's so tempting. So, so tempting, to just continue what he has with Aerith and Zack and...keep it quieter than before. He could have them, but he wouldn't have to explain himself to Denzel or Tifa. It would be wonderful.

But.]
...I wouldn't feel right keeping this a secret.

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Date: 2010-01-17 04:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gardenerofgaia.livejournal.com
I didn't mean...[Not everyone. If it did happen, Tifa would have to find out, wouldn't she? Eventually--they wouldn't tell her abruptly, of course, it'd be a shock, but--

So that was what Cloud was afraid of.

Her shoulders slump and she opens her mouth before biting her lip hard.]

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Date: 2010-01-17 05:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gardenerofgaia.livejournal.com
"Everyone". Not forever. [She tucks a strand of hair behind her ear, glancing away for a second before she looks back at him again and shrugs. Her face is still tense around the mouth.] Let's leave things alone for now, okay? I don't think it'll help to keep talking about it.

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Date: 2010-01-18 06:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herobydefault.livejournal.com
...you meant Tifa and Denzel.

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